To my beautiful baby brother and best friend
Sam, I believe the only reason you were so tragically taken from us is because you are and always will be so very special.
I am trying to be strong for mum and dad but I can’t help crying. We are all just lost without you.
Our happiest times were with you. Now you are gone, we are truly in despair and miss you more than words could ever say. We are left with only our memories. Dreaming of what used to be.
Sam, our relationship meant everything to me, and no day will ever be the same without you in it.
There is so much I want to tell you, so much more I want to say and so many things I hoped we could have done together…. What about our dreams and plans.. our holiday… our year out together?
We had such wonderful times together, from childhood to manhood and what a man you proved to be. We could sit in my room talking and laughing for hours. I could tell you anything; you and I had no secrets.
We went out and about shopping, for meals, just enjoying life together.
Sometimes you were all I talked about. I don’t think I’ve gone a day without mentioning your name and I never will.
Although I am older than you, you were always there to love and care for me. If I was down you were always there to comfort me, always there looking out for me, and I wanted you to be there for me forever.
Sam you were my soul mate, my angel and I know that you will always be with me because you will always have a place in my heart.
I couldn’t have asked for a better brother. You are amazing… so kind, and considerate of others, everyone loved and admired you wherever you went. I am so proud to be your sister.
I cannot believe that I am here now speaking about you. You should be here next to me, poking my ribs, laughing and teasing me.
The house is empty and quiet without you and your cheeky tunes blasting out.
I am so glad that I told you on Saturday night that I loved you to pieces and I am sure you know I will never stop loving you.
My baby brother, you’re my everything and I would do anything to just to be with you, hold your hand and to laugh with you again.
I have always believed that when your time is up, it’s up, but how will I ever come to terms with it being your time. I feel cheated that you have been taken from me so soon.
You were always so full of life and touched so many people’s lives, everyone knew you were special. I just hope that wherever you are now, it is everything that your beautiful heart desired and that you have found your true place in paradise.
I will be strong for you and look after mum, dad and Nan, as long as you are there looking after me. I know you will be because we love each other so.
Never in a million years will I forget your face, your smile that would light up a room, your laugh and your ways. You had the most amazing personality. Thank you Sam, for my very special memories.
I love you with all my heart and more. There is so much more left for me to say but for now, I will hold it in my heart until the time we meet again and I see your beautiful face. I will never say goodbye to you Sam just goodnight, god bless and sweet dreams. Baby I love you.
Nad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
